This is the love I want in my life. What I want to show you. What I need you to show me. All the doubts in my head that wage a constant war with my heart.
I want this to mean something to you.
"I didn’t know what hate felt like, not the hate that comes after love. It’s huge and desperate and it longs to be proved wrong. And every day it’s proved right it grows a little more monstrous. If the love was passion, the hate will be obsession. A need to see the once-loved weak and cowed beneath pity. Disgust is close and dignity is far away. The hate is not only for the once loved, it’s for yourself too; how could you ever have loved this?"
Jeanette Winterson (via allthis-beauty) (via quote-book)